Resolutions, Hat's & "Scents" of Self

Good Morning My Sunshines!

Although it's night here, I know your days are just beginning and I hope you both have spectacular ones! Since my days & nights are mixed up I'm on the same schedule with you. I'm just having my first coffee of the day, getting ready to head to work. I awoke with a new strange sense of resolve... I find my days running into each other and I've simply gotten into the routine of sliding along with them. I find myself not taking time to put on makeup, or dress up, I practically live in my flannel jammies, and it has to stop! I miss my old "Pink" self, the one who use to be audacious and energetic. I miss feeling like myself. So, today begins a new stage for me, I've ordered a big honkin bottle of my Tresor, I'm going shopping for a new outfit, and tomorrow begins my new exercise routine. Hell, I may even buy a new hat! I know how CC feels about my Tresor and I also took on board everything both of you said in this regard, but I feel as if the last 4 years have been all about making sacrifices and I think I've proven that I'm willing to do this on the more important issues, but when it comes down to a little thing like perfume that makes me feel confident and self assured, then that is where I draw my line in the sand! I need that confidence and that determination to go, and do, and feel good about myself! I want to have energy and I want to feel like going snorkeling with my husband, and on hikes. I want to feel like doing for other people, making meals and having friends over, helping out when somebody is sick, or going through a difficult time. In other words... I'm sick and tired of feeling sick and tired! I mean this in the most literal sense! I need a make-over from the inside out! So, Girls... I'm enlisting your help, send me your thoughts, your ideas, your words of wisdom, cause I'm listening!

Candygirl, I'm so sorry about Muffy, but there's a pup out there just for you and when the time is right, you won't hesitate! And I would so love to able to drop by your beautiful little shop and have coffee and help with the candy and cupcakes! Hopefully, some day really soon!

Gypsy... I know your mind must be in a million different directions right now, but it's good to know that you feel confident about your future with TC & the Miss Muffets! :-) Your time is getting really close now, when exactly do you leave???


I love you both dearly and I know that each of you are going through your own emotional ups & downs so, I truly appreciate your always being there for me. Talk to you soon!

All My Love,

TOWFL