WELL... Candy Girl as you know I was house sitting for friends in the Art District downtown in a 1800's renovated firehouse and I was cooking a much anticipated romantic dinner for 2..... OMG... I should have served octopus.... after really connecting with gentleman "A" it turns out that all he wanted was a decadent rump roast for dinner... mine... uh NO... I was exhausted from fighting him off... but dinner was lovely.... enter gentleman "B" - ok so "A" was Friday night... I met "B" online we talked briefly and agreed that he would come over and watch a movie... stupid I know... I had exchanged 3 emails with this guy but there was something about him.... so I decided to throw caution to the wind... and had one of the best nights of my life. Not only was he gorgeous, my kind of gorgeous, BUT SO SWEET, SMART and he totally understood me... we talked for hours and hours... about everything.... we ended up snuggled up falling asleep on the living room floor, he was a perfect gentleman besides making sure I was warm and comfortable.... this man is my match in every way... but he doesnt want a relationship, has a lot to deal with, he lost his 5 year old son a couple of years ago after a long illness. He is trying to find himself and doesnt trust himself with emotional entanglements... UH!!! I want to throw things... I want to scream... it's not fair!!! But all I can do is let him go... ironically enough his name is Kristian :) and my heart already hurts... just had to get it off my chest... such is the life of a Gypsy... when is it gonna be my turn??
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